sun isnt the only thing thats shining

2011-10-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

I have officially moved to a new URL blog
Click here to go to my new blog
everybody needs a change once in a while yea? I promise my new blog is better :)
enjoy! Xx

WOOOOOoooooooo.

2009-08-29T05:10:00.001-07:00

woah. it has been.....really long. too long. but hey, im all up to be active in my blog again! weeee. not today though. im still, well, pretty busy.
im home for the weekend, more like every weekend. haha.
soooooooooooo next its either gonna be a new look on my blog
OR
a new url.
somehow i feel like im a total different person, i grew up a little bit. well just a tiny bit :p
got out from a long relationship, mid terms, quizzes, money, stress and dramas!
too many drama it is I N S A N E.
sooooooo i will think about it and let you know. :)

is there actually anyone still out there? haha. where the crickets at?
Xx mya.

bandar muadzam shah.

2009-07-04T19:33:00.000-07:00

hey!

I just realised in my blog I haven't mention anything about me going to pahang to study. well its been a week already since I'm here.

omg! I gota tell you how is this place. It's like really small, like really small. the town is just like a few shop lots.........even Taman Tun is bigger I swear. when I registered last Saturday I kinda asked my dad to bring me around to check out the place, I was like woah :O

but then yesterday after we "graduated" from a week of painful bloody orientation, me and my friend kinda explored the place. the place boleh tahan la. survivalable(ahh??). haha teh ais is only 50cents! LOL

and I have a really great roomate, MYRA! :) she's from terengganu+KL. haha, long story. she's crazy but I HEART YOU. that is her in the picture above.
as for the school,

I can see the library from my apartment, its quite nice. the place is nice, PEACEFUL definately.
I don't know what else to say. I am drenched. going kuantan today!
cheers guys!

you're my hero.

2009-06-25T08:55:00.001-07:00

aboh I'm doing all this for you,
I love you.

meet my new lovers.

2009-06-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

I am in love with their music.
I'm slow, I know.

live a little, love a little.

2009-06-18T20:00:00.000-07:00

why can't the one you love be as passionate as you are
why can't you be as passionate as the one that is passionate about you
because you can't lie to yourself
can you?

trf.

2009-06-18T03:34:00.001-07:00

What are you wearing now?

shorts and tee

What's beside you?

boxesss

What are you doing now?

nothing in particular

Are you okay?

I'm annoyed with this stupid guy on facebook that keeps asking the same question. boleh naik gila :S

What do you wish you have now?

hmm, money, I'm broke. haha

Have you told someone you loved them?

yeah

Last time you shouted.

prolly an hour ago at my brother haha

Do you like anyone right now?

yeap

What are you wondering/thinking about now?

about a particular someone, someone you'll never guess. so random I don't even know why I am thinking of him. and yes, it is a HIM.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone how you really love him/her?

yeap, I think everyone has

Have you regretted loving someone?

I don't think so, nahh

Would you kiss your ex-crush?

ex crush? haha this is funny. prolly not

Have you loved someone, but he/she doesn't know?

yes!

Have someone asked you to be her/his gf/bf but you rejected him/her and felt guilty?

every single time. how can you not feel guilty?

When was the last time a girl/boy said ' i love you ' to you and who?

last night, aone.

When you hear a love/slow song, who comes into your mind?

depends really

Have you broke someone's heart?

yeah :( I'm sorry

Have you regret letting someone go?

yeap

Would you kiss someone 3 years from now?

err I suppose so? I kinda don't really get this question

Do you think someone loves you?

yeap.

Where is the best place to flirt?

haha good one, prolly at a party? I don't know. kat mana mana pun boleh kot. I don't know, don't ask me.

Would you date someone because you like his/her looks?

only if he also has a good personality and qualities. looks is just a bonus mark.

Would you date someone who is not hot/cute but he/she really loves you?
yes of course. :D

least.

2009-06-17T07:04:00.001-07:00

speechless.

2009-06-15T08:38:00.001-07:00

ice cream baby.

2009-06-15T06:00:00.000-07:00

diet starts: tomorrow.
haha, we'll see if that happens.

national service. :)

2009-06-11T00:48:00.001-07:00

hey hey
im home-for good!
well i should have updated earlier-but ive been sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping since monday. seriously, i wake up, eat then go back to sleep. damn.
so anyways, i can't believe im done with national service. im proud of myself i must say, because half way through it i was determined to go home many times, almost did. but menembak punya pasal i stayed on and thank god i did. bcs many good things happened after that. :)
sidetrack: im gonna start blabbing all about ns so you can leave now if you dont wana hear.

my say.

2009-06-11T00:28:00.000-07:00

packing!

oh my god, saying goodbye was the worst thing about national service. i dont think i ever cried so bad. oh my god.........what do you expect la kan. you spent three months together.
before you sleep and the moment you wake up you see the same person.

you went through all the ups and downs together.
when im sleepy they're always there to let me sleep on their legs.
when i cry they're there to cheer me up.
when i can't sleep they're there to keep me company.
when im out of maggi they're there to give me one :p
when they're busy im there to iron their shirts for them.
when im sick they're there to teman me to rsat.
when im cold they're there to lend me their sweater.
awwwwwwwwwwwwww
oh! i think im gonna cry again :(

all i want to say is if you are chosen for this, go for it. rugi tak pegi. it is such a great awesome experience. i don't get why many people complain so much about it. go for it and experience it for yourself. try not to go back early seriously you'll regret it!
oh one thing you need to know, ns doesn't do any justice for your skin! mine was terible in the middle, like super super bad. and you'll gain weight! what do you expect? 6 meals a day-and that's not included the chocolate and maggi sessions before bed time. haha. i gained one kg! i have a friend that gained 6kgs. some 4kgs. crazy ain't it. ns is BAD. haha. i need to go on a diet now.
and it's bad for your lovelife too! trust me, every weekend when we get our phones, all you hear is people screaming on the phone with their partner. lol. quite funny :p

kau ingat aku jealous kau dengan perempuan tu?
kau ingat aku tak boleh buat bende yang sama dengan budak laki kat sini??
sayang kenape syg tak layan i? tak sayang i dah ke?
pahal ktk cm ya?
kau ni bodoh bah.
bla bla bla. haha

they say ns is a good place to find your soulmate. some came in with one boyfriend and came out with two boyfriends. some came in with no boyfriend and went out with one. you'd never know, you might just find your true love :)

derma darah selamatkan nyawa.

2009-06-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

there were asking who wants to donate blood, so i volunteered. yeah i was scared at first but turns out it didn't hurt at all! at first i was hesitating to donate, because they say later on you will become weak and fat :S haha. but then i went on anyway. what a fun experience. but after donating when i stand up i was like " i see stars" haha it was like all white, so the nurse told me to rest first. so yeah. tipulah they say you become weak and eat alot, biase je. haha.

rtm.

2009-06-10T22:34:00.000-07:00

so there are 44 of us that participated.
there was this programme called the
malam penghayatan patriotik khidmat negara.
the show was live on tv1, hosted by diana danielle and alif, and all 9 camps in selangor participated.
the 44 of us are always together bcs of all the practice and all, and we became really close i must say. we're like a family. :)
there was so much drama in between but we manage to pull off a great show in the end!
and once we had rehersals at kem princess haliza, which happened to be on the same day as our wirajaya activity(where we go in to the jungle and find food build this and that and shiz) so we manage to skip it! haha. i was like thank god :p
our performance was 'kami anak malaysia'
in the performance there are like indian/malay/chinese/sabah/sarawak/punjabi dance and also kawad. no idea why but my saree took hours to put on-every single time.

m16

2009-06-10T21:54:00.000-07:00

oh my god i swear i was most excited for this. so anyways, our shooting place or they call it "medan tempur" is at the sungai besi perdana kem or something. when we got there, the 44 of us(the others learnt their theory already) was learning the theory and stuff, and half way was this bangbangbang sound, like those you hear in war movies. i swear i was SCARED. it sounded so real-wait, it was real. so anywayss, the army guy was teaching how to handle the gun and stuff so then it was my turn to try and reherse. i was standing and the army guy took a stick and shouted

"aku cukup pantang orang yang tak ikat tali kasut ketat ketat!!"

i was like :O
so then he got down and tied both my laces together. i just stood there. then he screamed again

"kau nak buat ape sekarang??? bukak la. kalau tak hang nak baring mcm mana?"

i was damn scared okay i seriously just stood there, thank god there was another army who was nice enough and untied my laces for me. phew! they're brutal i tell you. one of them gave one of my girl friend pumping and he kicked her hand half way! damn.and when the theory class was over and done with everyone grabbed the gun and started posing and being all sakai with it. haha
detail 27 sasaran 10.
so during the real shooting time, i gotta admit i was having chills. i got down on the ground and held the gun. oh my god at the time i was nervous. in my head i was like

i can't do this
i can't do this
i can't do this

when i was about to fire BANG the girl next to me fired her shot. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it was so LOUD. seriously loud. i jumped, i almost cried. at the time i wanted to leave. because god knows why, suddenly in my head popped images of palestine. and coincidencely few weeks before ustadz was showing us images of war. like as if i was imagining myself in the middle of war zone. again,

i can't do this

i tak sanggup. i was like, so this is how it feels to kill people.
i seriously almost quit. but then i was like.....noooooo....this is once in a lifetime chance. so i just gave it a shot. and hell, my first shot i shoot the longkang! hahahahaha
after the first first shot, i recovered.
after the twentieth shot, i became emo.
the whole day i was thinking of war.
damnnnn.
people all around the world should stop violence!
make love not war!
damn those jews. poor thing :(

satu hasrat, satu semangat, satu tekad.

2009-04-01T19:38:00.000-07:00

hey! im home. yeah, thats my class uniform. its blue. anyways, yesterday was the 31st, so im like baskin robins!! wanted to call my mum to ask her to buy a pint for me but then i thought, kesian lah. nevermind. but then when i came home my mum did bought for me, i didn't even called her. she knows! :) :) :)so anyways, ill be home for the next three days.
so hows ns so far?
its good. very very very VERY hot. its too hot that now if im sweating like shit im like, immune to it or something.
ohhhh, you know the blue army-like uniform? the national service uniform, it is called baju celoreng. omfg, i love it. hahahaha. call me crazy but i super love it. love the boots. love the belt, i use it at my waist, waist belt la konon kan. haha but its like, takes hours to wear it. siap ade garter lagi. i wanna bring it home later on, but no. thats the only uniform that you can't bring home. gah.as for the people, the girls are nice, generally. no drama between any of the girls, YET. well its only been two weeks.
as for the boys, ehemmmmmmmmmmmmm
some of them are actually nice.
and yes, i pakai tudung. haha. no complains
actually, im getting the hang of it. ain't that bad. pakai tudung or not, still panas.
what else?
im like blabbing blabbing. ohhh. digi no coverage there. so much for i will follow you la kan. so im using my hotlink number at the same time. if i were to talk on the phone with my digi number i have to like sit in the middle of no where tepi longkang, there's the only place with good digi coverage, itupun two bars je. but if you walk around the kem you will see people at the most random places, you'll be like...ahhhh there got coverage. i find it funny. tengah tengah panas pun sanggup. haha
national service is green friendly, me likey! we participated for the 60 earth hour thingy. quite scary though, the kem was like, dark. haha.
oh, i did the bleep test thingy. my fitness is at level 5.3. im fit im fit! hahaha. just had to say it.
soo anyways, im out for now, talk to you all very soon! :)

putrajaya, finally.

2009-03-18T10:12:00.000-07:00

hey guys! I have finally moved in. I wanted to update my blog earlier but there is no internet connection here. then somehow my neighbour has wireless without password so I kinda ehem, curi. haha. by the time I discovered it, it was already like 10pm and I haven't pack yet. so I didn't exactly have time to really 'story' how these last few days went. this was a crazy week indeed. I'll try in the morning. I'm trying to upload photos in facebook now, before i leave to give my khidmat to the country tomorrow. mm hmm.
I can't believe it is tomorrow. a part of me is excited, a part of me is like...oh shit. I mean I am all up to get down and dirty but no hot showers? :O haha, okay I am not gonna be a bitch about it and just live with it :)
went to get the stuffs that i need today at alamanda. the mall ain't that bad for an everyday mall. there is always pavilion-it is only like, 30 minutes away.
so anyhoos,
I don't know what am I getting myself into.
I'm super excited for the m16 though! I heart guns :D

so all you guys take care and I will update as soon as I can!
lots of love,
mya :)

hai-de-ho.

2009-03-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

heyhey :)

i just got my laptop today and was just fooling around with the camera.

can you see the boxes?

so tomorrow is going to be my last full day in kuching before i move.

so what do you gonna do?

SPRING (haha so bored of it but whatever)

teh c peng!!!!!!!!!!!

swee kang

roti kiap

white lady

sampan

what else am i missing?

subalipack.

2009-03-13T01:01:00.000-07:00

in 6 days I'll be in national service. boo, hoo.
so initially I got the betong camp which is like 4/5 hours drive from kuching. my dad wants me to change my camp, so then I got two different camps in selangor. both letters did arrive at my home. I got beranang and the other is kuala kubu or something like that. I don't know which to go. I will decide when I see the other participants at the meeting point (both is the same). I will choose the one that have more civilised-looking people. I'm so nervous. No idea how is it going to be like. Its just like the first day of school :S benci.
I've been thinking, if the other participants ask me where am I from what should I say?

I was born in kelantan.

(I know what you're thinking)
lived 10 years in kl, kindy and spent first four years of school in subang.
8 years in kuching.
sat for my upsr/pmr/spm in kuching.
starting tuesday i'll be living in kl again.

HELP. I am a confused kid. seriously.

I haven't started packing yet. omg. I'm leaving in like, 4 days. and the whole house is going with me. I hate the moving process, I've been through it twice-not fun. so the packing people came to the house just now to see like how many people they need, boxes and bla3. they're coming tomorrow to start packing.
I think I talk too much.

satu satu satu satu satu satu satu satu satu satu TIGA.

2009-03-12T22:55:00.000-07:00

12 march 2009
the night before I slept like at about 2am?
I was planing to go school at 11am although we were suppose to take the spm results at 10am, just to avoid many people and also like its rehat time. so many many many students around, tak nak lah.
then on the morning itself, my mum called and she's like
"I know your results. you better go to school early"
so anyhooooooo, drove myself to school, get my results and when I saw it I ______ (fill in the blanks). I shall not mention it-malu okay.
haha.
my results is okaylah. no no, it was great. awesome. I didn't expect it to be like that-at all.
its very alang alang.

I hate you,
english for science and technology.

geram geram.
but i'm not complaining at all, i'm very very very grateful.
Alhamdulillah :)
so whats next?
I don't know.
together with this i'll attched some random pictures.

little miss kristen had to fullfil her promise for getting an A for biology.
:D

freedom.

2009-03-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

akon i love.
omg, i can't get enough of this album.
love love love.

every song is nice(well, at least to me).
I was over at ikea today and they were playing his album, I was like hell yeah.
haha, don't mind me. go check it out!
I was listening to katy perry's album on the plane but it was yawn yawn yawn. I was just listening to like 3 songs then I decide to listen to lady gaga's the fame. yawn yawn yawn also. haha. I'll listen to both albums again lah. maybe I was just distracted. don't know. don't care.

oh im so gald its march! I have been waiting for it to come for soooo long. :D
flying back home tomorrow. cheers

i'll pour your ashes into the sea when you die.

2009-02-26T08:13:00.000-08:00

you don't go behind your BEST friend's back and talk shit with your other "friend" and go around telling your other friend.
you just don't.

what a fine day.

2009-02-24T04:58:00.000-08:00

i was happily walking in spring to go to the parking to get my phone in the car and BAM i ran into one of my ex-schoolmates.
Her: (wave)
Me: eyh hi!!! how are you?
Her: good. you?
Me: good good. you already start studying?
Her: yeah. you leh?
Me: okay, cool. me? nah, waiting for results.
Her: so now do what la?
Me: nothinggggggggggggggg at all!
Her: so you havent plan anything at all? i mean to study and all? you're not planning to go study is it? (gave the omg-you're-so-stupid-dont think-about-future shocked look)
Me: (gave the what-the-hell+confused look) of course la im going. i just want to get my NS over with first. then, i go study. i already plan la. my mum said i can skip if i want to, start college but i dont think i want to skip NS.
Her: (bitchy look) (then smiled) you know i got chosen too right?
Me: Oh really? which batch? didnt know.
Her: first, thats why i started college.
Me: so, you started college just to skip NS la?
Her: (laughs) yeah (laughed again)
Me: hmm. i got to go. bye!

i mean, seriously?

why should we hire you?

2009-02-24T04:20:00.000-08:00

what was your first real job interview like?

mine was awesome i must say.

the guy asked many many many many many many questions.

why should we hire you?
what are your best qualities?
what have you accomplished in life?
how is your relation with people?
have ever done any charity work?
bla bla bla.

i wonder what he was writting on the paper sheet. damn. the guy was realllllly nice(thank god). like, he joked around and stuff-i didnt feel nervous at all. sooooooooooo yeah. as much as i wish to work there but i dont think i'll be able to :( since like, i wont be available anymore.
oo wells. had fun today though with kristen and morgan.
cheers mofos.

purrrr.

2009-02-22T02:52:00.000-08:00

hello there kitty.
i hope you have arrived in kl. its gonna take you forever to reach kuching. gahh.

tia getting married.

2009-02-20T04:58:00.000-08:00

T I A
is it me or is it really that tia from
canada's next top model looks like
hilary swank+anne hathaway?
i think she has hilary's mouth and chin and anne's eyes.
call me crazy.

george.

2009-02-01T08:00:00.000-08:00

oh me loveeeeeee. dont know why, but everytime i watch this movie and when it end, ill be like "that was fast". why ah?

february.

2009-02-01T07:44:00.000-08:00

mya loves sonia.
:D

2009-01-31T08:27:00.000-08:00

since i have about 10 months till i turn 18, so im currently working on a list,

"18 things to do before i turn 18"

half way done....but dont think ill be posting the list up here though, we'll see...wait...maybe not. haha-dont want to offend anyone. :)

PJ.

2009-01-31T08:26:00.000-08:00

ohhh. got to see my soon-to-be new home in kl. i am ecstatic. very. uber. dont know when i am moving though, waiting for my mother to get the golden ticket. cant wait!

urge.

2009-01-31T08:04:00.000-08:00

i suddenly feel like updating my blog. so here it goes. ima upload some old/random photos along with it. sooo......
happy february!
so i think im gona do something this month(crossing-fingers). sitting on the couch, eating sleeping, spending money and doing it again the next day for the whole month was just not cool. i need to do something with my life. i cant wait for marchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. at least if i do go for NS ill be staring college by then. speaking of NS, ive been trying to get into khidmatnegara.gov.my since a million years ago. i should have applied for first batch! i mean like....jan/feb im totally not doing anything useful. and march i got so many things to go. o wells.
hmm. so this week i think im going to
1. not use plastic bags-at all!
2. not eat processed food. (i dont think i can-i mean, common)

OX.

2009-01-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
greetings from the city of kuala lumpur
i find it absolutely odd that the city of KL has no jams, little cars, like you literally can lie down and roll round on the roads.
and it sucks too. why?

the SHOPS ARE EITHER CLOSED OR CLOSE EARLY.

i was amazed when i was walking around pavillion yesterday and most shop had a paper pasted on their glass door with words written on it
"25 jan 2009 11am-8pm,
26 jan 2009 CLOSE
27 jan 2009 11am-8pm"
odd. never knew. then again,i was walking around bukannya i beli ape pun, takde mood dont know why. BUT i did wanted to but this skirt from topshop but i was like,the heck, buy esoklah. but when i went today(first day cny), topshop tutup lah! bangang cibai. cupcake chic pun tutup BABI. quite alot of people in the mall but shops are.......close. but bukan semua la. i wonder how is it during raya. but ive heard during raya its like, no people and shops open. haha. i wont know since i never celebrated raya in KL and my next raya ill be balik kampung la.(its about time! i miss my grandpa!)

i just got back from a super yummy+fatty dinner at delicious aka ms read cafe. YUMMMMM
will upload pics in.......see lah.

i feel weird writting this(blog), am i talking to myself? haha i dont get blogs, forgive me. will update soon(prolly in 3 months maybe?)

hey hey.

2008-12-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

heyah. my blog was NOT hacked.

omg, i so totally forgot i had a blog. when i signing in i totally laughed my ass off because off my password. if you can guess ill give you million bucks :)
anyhoohes, sorry i haven't been updating the blog simply bcs was busy with spm and shiz.
i just got back from aust today and will update my blog soon.

then again, i find blogs stupid. no offense but yeah. i mean like, it is suppose to be like a diary for the world to read?
haha. stupid or not, im a hypocrite, im just gonna go on with blogs anyways. haha.

I HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

can't wait til i turn 17(its next two weeks people!!) haha, get my license and a job. yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh im broke.
ill update soon yeah, mr mohamad khairi is eager to use the laptop. cheers and tc people.

p/s: i love surfer's paradise :D

hahahaha

2008-09-25T09:33:00.000-07:00

girl always want to be sexy...........but they do not know sexy=dog...........because dogs does not wear anything .......n they try to be like that........just like u.......if u think that ur pretty..think of the creature......n dont u have shame for showing ur body.......ur such a bitch.......

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

forever.

2008-09-10T22:26:00.000-07:00

i feel like i havent hang out with friends in years.
and i barely watch tv these days.
i dont know whats going in the music world
[but i still keep up with whats going on in the showbiz and new york fashion week(oh absolutely love BCBG's spring collection) lol thanks to people.com]
and i havent been online in.....years! well thats a lie but yeah
and im not excited for raya-at all!
all i do is sleep these days-so not me.
i also came back from kl WITH money which is ironic, because im always broke after kl. haha.
something is wrong.

got my hands full.

2008-08-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

home.
will update my blog soon.

india mari.

2008-08-18T23:33:00.000-07:00

greetings from bangalru,india!
im loving india so far.
the food is GREAT, people so gila babi baik
and he weathers great too. its like....24 degrees celcius? which is kinda cold compared to effing msia.
and sometimes when im lucky can see boys that are really like super HOT. like ang-mo mixed indian. cibai man. most of te guys ere are way better looking tan msians. ahahahaha.
and india's kampung bangalore is waywayway better than kuching, which is very amusing. shoppings great!

well i gota catch my plane to delhi now. ciao bitches!

170808

2008-08-16T17:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KRISTEN POCKY LOTTERY!
you know i love you!

this that.

2008-08-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

LOOK! its my new idol. hahaha. he proved being 60 is fabulous. doesnt that picture make you wana go "vegetarian"? he is just so damn psycho la, but i love him.
Im sosososo tired la. oh gosh, im suppose to pack but havent decide on what luggage to use. im going india! you read that right. haha im excited tho. ill be there for like....err 7-8 days im not sure. off to singapore tmrw first. yeayy :D
i'll be touring around india. first to bangalore, last to delhi. in between i have no idea where. i hope i'll bump into aishwarya rai! haha
speaking of vacay, i totally didnt post any post about my trip to jakarta. oh over in indon i get to finally taste krispy kreme! its fucking sweet! gila babi sweet. but damn sedap la. especially the glazeeee! yummmm!!oh by the way, is it
donuts or
doughnuts?
today was a long day. woke up, went to sch, then off to kristen's birthday lunch. god i ate so bloody byk nuggets. hahaha. had to come home early because ashley was stuck was still stuck in the roof!(my cat was stuck in the space between the roof and the ceiling-what do you call it? the attic?) i was having fun walking to and fro on the roof tho. lol. she refused to come out for like....close to 24 hours! goddddddd. i manage to grab her at last. gila.
OH LOOKY! check out what i found. lol

i laughed like gila when i saw this. some people are just sooo...."creative". at least i know what to get for afiq's birthday eyy. haha
oh oh. im chosen or national service! well, the moment i got the sms, it says like

"Tahniah! anda dipilih untuk menyertai program khidmat negara siri 6/2009"

i screamed so fucking loud. haha. TAHNIAH??! hahaha. apa tahniah? was depressed for few hours. then i got over it and very excited to go! plus most of my friends were chosen too.
people i know whos chosen: nad ah jo caroline demie a hui kristen aazean jayne jasmine ira intan blabla yeayyy
god i miss sonia.
oh i cant believe i actually had time today to write an essay on myself haha

baby hit me one more time

2008-08-16T03:24:00.001-07:00

im crossing my fingers that she'll perform at the vmas this year.
gotta love britney :)

FHM 100 most wanted women party 2008.

2008-08-16T01:46:00.000-07:00

i was bored on facebook so decided to browse photos of recent events and just happen to go through the fhm most wanted womens party. i came across vanessa chong's(far right) photo. shes damn gorgeous dont you think? i seriously dont remember her looking like this in amazing race asia.

updates.

2008-08-14T01:44:00.000-07:00

last paper tomorrow.
vacay on sunday.
my love chica KRISTEN CHEW'S birthday this weekend
yeayy

888

2008-08-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

8th august 2008
that day is finally here
oh my god,
im sure most of you watched the olympics opening caremony.
i thought it was absolutely crazy magnificent
everything was so well planned and did you see just how many humans took part in the event?
out of this world.
gila eyhhhhhhh
and i think the bird's nest is damn preeeeeeety.

and i thought at the end the "dominos" performance(below) when everyone opened their box and started to wave was hilarious. hahahaha tak tau la kenapa sungguh lawak
and oh, this post was not composed on the 888, i just edited the date. lol
would not wana miss a post on the 888, would you?

thats correct.

2008-08-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

wo se' malai ren. wo pu hui chiang hua yii. pu yau ke wo shu'oo hua yii
:D

SATC.

2008-08-05T22:49:00.000-07:00

two words,

LOVE IT
i love samatha lol. and her nextdoor sex-craze neighbour in hot.
and all the shoes in the movie are to die for.
i hope theres a sequel!!(crossing fingers)
definately top 5 out of all the summer movies i watched
(first place is dark knight of course)

oh tomorrow.

2008-07-31T06:35:00.000-07:00

my right hand muscles hurt like so bad. i have so many new cuts and bruises!
been practicing the mace with the band for the past three days for tomorrow's performance. Oh MY GOD. its tomorrow. im not nervous now but i will be. shitfuck. omg. PRAY that i dont kill anyone with the mace eyy?

awwww.

2008-07-31T06:30:00.000-07:00

i love esme! :)

;)

2008-07-27T05:50:00.001-07:00

over the past 6 months, i gained weight.
but hey i aint complaining at all.
because its true what eva mendes says
quote,
"when you gain weight, the fun stuff grows too"
it is so so true ;)

rwmf 08.

2008-07-27T05:12:00.000-07:00

i know im like. three weeks late. im just way too lazy to upload the pics earlier. well, didn't take much photos. so much drama i don't even know where to begin.despite all the drama, i had fun.
and ohh, i had a weirdo stalking for like 3 hours.
creepy.

good to know

2008-07-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

its good to know im not talking to myself. im always writting all these blog post but im like is anyone actually reading my blog. LOL

thanks sadeeq :D

time for a change.

2008-07-15T23:26:00.000-07:00

if you haven't notice, ive change my layout and stuff. its no longer the 'polka dotty' layout.
well, the reason is in a way im saving the enviroment, because it saves like few hundred thousand watts of energy per hour(i cant remember the exact digits) and i just cut short your (you, who is reading my blog right this second) electricity bill!
and i decided NOT to use can deodorants anymore, as it releases i-forgot-the-name gas which contributes to global warming.

i did my part for the enviroment. have you? :)

victoriasecret.

2008-07-15T07:39:00.000-07:00

now this is hot.

spot something?

2008-07-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

my mum and i were like very amused when we saw this.
i just had to take a picture.
as for the censored registration number, i just censored it, bcause emm....im not sure. eyh?

atmosfera.

2008-07-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

pork.

2008-07-15T06:53:00.001-07:00

so ive "composed" a song. i was bored in class on friday, so please excuse me. so here it goes.

pork
i like

pork

you like

pork?

lets eat

pork.

how you like your

pork?

grilled

pork

or roasted

pork?

so yeah, you HAVE to watch me and kristen perform the song to get it.

lame

hahahahahahahaha
:)

remember.

2008-07-05T21:01:00.000-07:00

i cant please everyone. please keep that in your freaking mind. when i said im busy, I AM BUSY.
please dont suka hati you wana say what you wanna. if you accept the fact im busy, so be it. i dont even have enough time for myselffff.

and oh, lately i can like fall asleep just like that. weird eyy. i can b out on a saturday night, all excited and all but when i get home just like a snap i can be sleepy.
and when i sleep i dont realise anything. like the next morning someone can like say "why'd you do that/why did you do last night?" ill be like. huh? i dont remember anything. like. omg. dangerous gile. hahahahahahhaha. im scared. LOL its not my fault im very tired lately eyy
the stress is starting to kick in.

im one call away.

2008-06-21T10:37:00.000-07:00

i never thought i can miss a person this bad.
:(

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

18 outfits 7shoes.

2008-06-07T01:08:00.000-07:00

i havent pack yet. not that i need to.

(yet. ima wait till mum marah. malas la)

flight is in 5 hours. stoopid flight has been retimed

im gona miss the first episod of kimora tonight!!

booo.

maybe i should check in earlier then go home and watch it then off to the airport again.

kalau mum let me

i love living near the airport :D

80cents.

2008-06-06T03:41:00.000-07:00

i was at the bank with my mom and suddenly it was like madness outside. apparently, there was some demonstration going on. tunjuk perasaan.

hot topic in msia now:

FUEL PRICE INCREASES.

there was like people carrying banners, polices, thousands of human being watching, reporters and bla3.
so yeah, i got hyped up and stuff bcause i was like woah msia do have these things going on. lol
manage to snap some pics while mom still doing her business in the bank.
i got nothing to say about this topic i suppose. just leave it to.................the government?

cheers.

a part of me was happy.

2008-06-01T06:40:00.000-07:00

what a day.

drama began at midnight.

drama.

my lips, are sealed.

twins?

2008-06-01T02:00:00.000-07:00

i was watching ps. i love you the other night.

i didnt know "javier bardem" act in the movie. so when i saw him i was like DROOLING bcause javier bardem memang gila babi hot. i actually texted kristen telling her how javier bardem look so hot in da movie. lol so when the movie ended i was still starring at the screen, i read the credits/cast thingy at the end, turns out the character william is NOT javier. what the hell. its actually jeffrey dean morgan. so i went online to check out both of their photos and hell they look ALIKE. like photostated. can you even tell who is who in the pic above? gilaaaaaaaaaa. but yeah, i think jeffrey dean morgan is so much hotter than javier. haha.

oh btw, the novel is sosososo much better than the movie.

hilang

2008-06-01T01:49:00.000-07:00

after 11 months of using braces,

its gone.

finally. haha

well for now, i gota use retainers. which hurts like a bitch.

worst than braces!

last week of...?

2008-05-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

was at the spring with afiq on friday. didnt know sonia was coming. then afiq told me sonia coming. so after half hour mayb, i saw sonia. so i told afiq lets run away from her. and we did. after running away, THEN i felt bad. by the time, it was too late. she merajuk already. me and afiq was at starbucks and i was like I NEED TO FIND SONIA. afiq wont let me. well, after walking around in spring, i found her(thank god).

I LOVE YOU SONIA

you know i love you kankan??

i wont do it again

promise!

i feel really bad okay

IM SO SORRY!

omg. i love love damai puri. haha

super in love with the uber sexy pool.

i was like in the pool all the time that i was barely at the beach.

i had funnnnn.

azuan was there. my bro and my mom.

it was fun and all except for the tan lines! omfg. check out my back and my legs.

so hot(NOT). haha.

had my first dinner at buntal last night.

i know what you're thinking.

thanks to demies dad.

i love sotong! LOL

this week is the last week for...2major stuff.

last week of being a prefect! and.........

SUPRISE SUPRISE ;)

whats new whats new.

2008-05-11T04:04:00.000-07:00

its been...32846387 years so updates. hmmm. for starters.
exams fcking ALMOST over!

summer holidays coming up. well its "SUMMER" and its a HOLIDAY

which only means one thing. tons of movies too much. yeahoo
forgetting sarah marshall

sex and the city

ironman
what happens in vegas

fools gold

baby mama

the hottie and the nottie

maid of honor

over my dead body

the love guru

tropic thunder

dark knight

speed racer

indiana jones

(my dad always wanted me to watch indiana jones-the OLD ones.

im sure he'll be proud of me if i watched this one lol)

get smart

you dont mess with the zohan

(oh common, adam sandler!)

henry poole is here

step brothers

pineapple express

sisterhood of travelling pants II

the house bunny

okay thats ALOT of movies. haha
what else what else?

hmmm.

ESTEE LAUDER MODEL SEARCH
is back.

my mum and the estee lauder lady is telling me to join again this year.
i checked the schedule and kuching is the last venue(again) which can only mean one thing, DONT BOTHER JOINING. being last year's semifinalist was fun.
ive been browsing for schools. where should i go next year? garh.
did yoga yesterday, havent been doing yoga in weeks and now my body aches badly. vibrahasana gone bad. haha

hes finally out in seventeen. don mya and lyn agreed all of our pictures dont do us justice. well i dont have lyns picture tho. yea wells.

the end.

2008-04-19T01:45:00.001-07:00

h a p p y b i r t h d a y

ween

1804

and

ira!

1904

forum is finally over. overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
finally.
tho i think our hard work didnt get what it deserves, but yeah. i guess 3rd out of 32 other schools aint bad eyy?
you can say la saya tidak berpuas hati because we could have gotten first but because of we didnt say

IZINKAN SAYA MENCELAH.

omg. so bodo la. whatever lah, get over it.
nonetheless im so proud of amy lynette for getting the best speaker award :D:D:D

again and again, leitner didnt get first.

baing captain of the team was fun :p
so sayang la i didnt join lompat tinggi this year :(

oo wells, my LAST sports day was fun.

yesterday marks the end of my two busy weeks. back to classsesss :(

and oh, i watched a video "two girls and one cup" over at karens place. holymolymotherfuckerfuckingpieceofshitfuck.

if someone drag you to watch it, DONT. i swear to godddd.

YOU'D NEVER LOOK AT ICE CREAM THE SAME WAY AGAIN. haha

finally.

2008-04-16T01:45:00.000-07:00

im so bored of SAYING and LISTENING to the same thing over and over again. after WEEKS of hearing the same thing, tomorow is the last day im gona hear it. YEAYYYYYYY. hopefully the last time would be the best. im so nervous for tomorow though. WISH ME LUCK for tomorow's competition. dang im so scaredddddddddddd

cheers

destiny?

2008-04-14T03:14:00.000-07:00

the other day it thought when i wake up on sunday, i could get over it. but todayyyyyyyyy dont know why my heads been thinking of just THAT. oh goshhhhhhhhh.
at least i got few more days to see if its real though. and i cant wait any longer! agagagaga.
we shall see what happens, next.
i dont remember how it looks like, i can remember the feeling. omg omg omg. fuck la
im too young anyway to know wether its real or not i the first place.

as for what happens today.
im not in lompat tinggi anymoreeeeeee cause it clashes with my forum.
talking bout forum. LOL.
had my first performance today, (was nervous like babi okay). i tried calming maself down and trying to read my script before i perform and thennnnnnnnn

my script fell and landed at the first floor's roof

(i was at the second floor)

WTF.

its still there now,no way in the world someone could climb up there and take it. impossible...so you've guess it. i screwed up my very first performance. i havent bloody hafal my script! thank god it wasnt in front of some professionals or smthn. hahaha
i hope the same thing doesnt happen again tomorrow, and the next day and the big day itself!
wish me luck eyy? :)

evian at tao.

2008-04-11T06:48:00.000-07:00

just wanted to upload the pictures i took two days ago.
esme took almost all of the vain pictures.
i miss car riding with deb.

debra! :D

april.

2008-04-10T04:49:00.000-07:00

april

its gona be a very hectic and busy april. wait, it already is.

this week alone im never in class. well maybe im only in class for 2 periods this whole week out of......(9period a day)x(4days). do the math for me please?

exams. forums. camps. australian thingy. sports day. lompat tinggi.
malas la.
at least i got some pictures of the camp. enjoy :)

leaving on a jet plane.

2008-03-18T17:47:00.000-07:00

oh finally

vacation :)

feelings.

2008-03-18T07:12:00.000-07:00

oh i am so tired

sleepy!

suppose to pack but.............

nantilah.

i had a dream about sabri the other day so im

kinda excited to see him(that if i do get to see him)

*crossing fingers*

results are out

boooooooooooooo

it was

really boo-ish.

f-er.

oh i learnt something this week.

never ever ever

mess with a girl thats having her period.

LOL

i miss aone freaking badly la?

how??

addicted.

2008-03-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

so ive just finished season one of gossip girl.

and now im just dying to know what happens next.

i do have the gg books, but.....not so much of a reader.

why cant the second season be released sooner than april?

you know you love me

xoxo mya

no more crying.

2008-03-14T03:04:00.000-07:00

so, i am finally ready to let it go.

ring the alarm.

2008-02-27T05:18:00.000-08:00

javier bardem

hottie alert!

im like so in love with him suddenly.

*drools*

he totally deserves that oscar. lol

the hottie wears prada :)

i never knew jen can look this gorgeous. like seriously.

super super love this oscar de la renta.

dont you?

marchh.

2008-02-24T04:20:00.000-08:00

oh i am excited for march. no idea why though.
sooooooo let me think of march agendas.
exams (well im not excited for that tho)
holidays!
and plus a week me skipping school :D
what else?
my sis is coming back.
family vacation.
errrr
ohoh i know. seventeen!!!!!! haha

cheers pablos.

love is in the air.

2008-02-14T05:22:00.000-08:00

its valentines day!

love is definately in the air.

unfortunately i cant celebrate this year.

well id rather stay at home and talk to him on the phone than spend a valentines day with someone else.

i love you a milllion red roses.

i had a cookie delievered for me from a guy, the name is khairul smth, which im not sure who. well whoever you are, thanks for the cookie! it was kinda cute la, because theres a note inside the cookie. hehe thank god i didnt eat the note. love ittttt

ween made cupcakes for all us but like, we ate it all before i could take a picture. so are the cookies. wawa's brownies was yum too. abit salty though. haha.

love.

crank that.

2008-02-11T23:50:00.000-08:00

i can dance the soulja boy dance.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

sonia is here with me, told her to learn it with me......but............ "ngantok!"-thats ALL she can say. i hear it over and over again. ewww. lol.

thats NOT the point. i can dance ha ha ha ha ha ha.

okay thats super lame

get me through this. again.

2008-02-07T08:01:00.000-08:00

hes superb. hes always there when i needed someone to talk to, when i needed some advise, when im stressed.
some fucked up reason something happened and in some reason i told him didnt fell the same way, our relationship became....awkward. and like...... he would actually accuse me that i didnt feel the same way because he aint good looking. like hello? what kinda reason is that?! blablabla. long story short. we arent friends anymore, just because he said he cant go on.

well, my instinct says, something similar is going to happen again. but hey, its not like this is the first or second time im going through this. whatever happens, happens.
i still love him truly deeply though, as a friend of course. what a shame.

ohlalalala

2008-02-06T00:00:00.001-08:00

its been awhile since i last wrote my post.
my past week had been G R E A T.

it all started with of course, AONE calling me at around....12.40am in the middle of my awesome rest. he called and said that hes outside my house. i was like......i didnt believe it at first. took me awhile. hahaha. then i went down to see him. what a suprise. godddddddddd.

it was so great to seeeeeeeeeeeeeee him! i was really really really happy :D

he didnt come empty handed of course. i got my reese's peanut butter cups that i have been longing for so longggg. yumy yumy yumyum.

throughout this week ive been to the spring for like............gazillion times. lol

im kinda bored of it though.

my brother, keri is back for the holidays too. woweeee.

i cut my hair. wowee(its not short haha)

schools out for the whole week. AWESOME

i kinda miss my cousin don. omg. lol

what else ive been doing this week? hmmmm, im always out with aone. but i aint complaining. im happyhappy when im with him. i love you syggggg! i went to mcd to have my breakfast(because he promised he would take me for so long dah), i got there at 11.05. it was too late. went home and i cried. gile bodohhhh. hahahahaha

i got my donuts from zeb! and yes people, its JCO DONUTS. as i thought finally i can taste jco, i got the donuts like...5 days later! it was hard. you can seriously kill someone with it. LOL. it has like the "toktok" sound when u hit it to the table. hahahahaha. but im glad i got it though. so thoughtful. thanks zeb. :)

i can hear fireworks every nightttt! wellwellwell, what do you expect? chinese new year is just around the corner. i am excited. gamblegamble ;) not to make this post a total bore. ill just upload random pics and some nonrandom pics. happy new year! chinese ny of course.

heath.

2008-01-24T05:43:00.000-08:00

1977-2008

i cant believe my eyes when i clicked perezhilton.com.
heath ledger passed away.

he passed away on tuesday and today is like already thursday.

oh wow, im speechless.

i absolutely adore this guy.

this is officially my first time crying over a celeb's death.

well, all i can say is, may he rest in peace.

you dont know that i know.

2008-01-20T03:43:00.000-08:00

i was thinking today and it was best that i delete the blog i posted yesterday. well, i just did, 3 minutes ago. basically, to y'all that didnt read the post, it was about a person named biology. nice name eyh? im not gona say wether IT is a boy or a girl bcause i think that would be kinda obvious. to cut the story short, basically i just find out the truth about biology, and i was shocked. like seriously i was

S P E E C H L E S S

honestly, like i cant ever look at biology the same way ever again. its not like, i hate biology or something just that i am not allowed to open my mouth and its fuckingg annoying. im seeing biology doing evil, unfaithful shitt and theres nothing i cant do about it. but hey, its kinda fun being "undercover", biology doesnt know i know ITS secret. the next time i see IT, im just gona act like a total bimbo. buat bodo jeeeee. :D

see no evil, hear no evil.

well, i think if IT reads this, IT would prolly know im talking about IT. well biology,

i know your secret.

orange.

2008-01-17T06:28:00.000-08:00

LISA!

i miss youuuu!

and sabri too :(

january 14th.

2008-01-14T05:59:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Aunty Amnah!! i almost bought her flowers to deliver to her office to suprise her and all but i didnt because my dad forgot to drive me to hilton to get the flowers! but thank goodness i didnt buy, because turns out shes in bandung! lol.
Josephine Wong is seventeen! Finally you can get your driving licence. WOOHOO can drive me around. and i got some pictures at her birthday dinner. demie caroline sui hui cynthia was there too. fabulous :)

me and birthday girl, josephine.

kudasai.

2008-01-13T04:30:00.000-08:00

It was SO good to meet them all againnnnn(sonia afiq azlina sab nad ween) all at the same time.

they gave me my birthday present and I LOVE IT

its like a mug that says

"kudasais love mya cos she's hot!"

it even has my picture on the other side of the mug.

something different.

thank you guys. i love youuu

and oh, sonia has JIGGELY BOOBS. lol

save britney.

2008-01-10T00:35:00.000-08:00

would you buy these?

I would.

hair show.

2008-01-09T23:53:00.000-08:00

omg should i take it or not? im just afraid my hair will be a ding dong. lol that sounds funny. shitttttttttttttttttttt

???

im sick.

2008-01-03T22:56:00.000-08:00

zeb picked me up yesterday and we went to pavilion. i finally got to que up for the so called famous j.co donuts. twice before this i went i gota que up for like....45 minutes? and i'll end up leaving the que. so you can say that im reallyreally happy i get to taste j.co. i went back home and like, i started vomiting(gross i know). i got food poisoning! bloody helllllllllllll. everyone was like enjoying the donuts i bought but i couldnt eat it :(:(:(. thank god this morning i woke i wasnt vomiting anymore, but i got fever. boohoo. im suppose to meet aone later, but he have not been replying my messages since last night. god knows where he is right now. andand, last night when i was asleep turns out inaara played with my phone and now its rosak. talk about bad luck.

seventeen yo!

2008-01-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

spring time baby!

I went to the photoshoot with my cousin, don. so like we got there, i got my hair and make up done. My outfit was blue so my eye makeup was blue too(it was ugly) haha. at first i was wearing a forever21 dress but they decided to change to a blue bebe top. Seventeen crew was reallyreally nice. and like, i was getting ready and stuff, one of the crew came to me and asked me is don my boyfriend? im like, no, hes my cousin. why? and hes like, i think hes handsome i wana put him in seventeen. hahahahahahahahahahahaha. thanks to me my cousin is going to be famous. im so proud of him :D check out seventeen mag!

hello 2008.

2008-01-02T06:25:00.000-08:00

so maybe im two days late but yeah, happy new year.

bed.

2007-12-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

I'm starin' at you while you're sleep.
Irreplaceable beauty
Put my face up in your neck and breathe
Take you into my senses
Wake up it's time to finishRound two, round two
Matter of fact, it's closer to three
She like, "How long I been sleep?"
Shawty kisses turn into the sweetest dreams
Like give it to me
And I can feel her tell me"My angel, this is wonderful"
Thanks for letting me bless ya
Come down, fly right
Drift back into heaven

kudasai.

2007-12-12T07:10:00.000-08:00

sonia.
afiq.
nadzirah.
sab.
azlina.

i love you.
i miss you all.

remembering last week.

2007-12-12T07:00:00.000-08:00

nagasaki
wooweee. i miss everything. hanako. mr arai. okasan otosan. katosan. late nights. heater. cold showers. geting caught fooling around in the hotel. kampai. traditional dances. sweaters. windbreakers. tempuras. jusco shopping. heated milk. oyasuminasai. itadakimasu.
i remember i couldnt wait to leave nagasaki nd now, im back im wishing i could go back and make the best of everything, which i didnt. as usual, being mya, i take everything for granted.