the end.

h a p p y b i r t h d a y

ween

1804

and

ira!

1904

forum is finally over. overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
finally.
tho i think our hard work didnt get what it deserves, but yeah. i guess 3rd out of 32 other schools aint bad eyy?
you can say la saya tidak berpuas hati because we could have gotten first but because of we didnt say

IZINKAN SAYA MENCELAH.

omg. so bodo la. whatever lah, get over it.
nonetheless im so proud of amy lynette for getting the best speaker award :D:D:D

again and again, leitner didnt get first.

baing captain of the team was fun :p
so sayang la i didnt join lompat tinggi this year :(

oo wells, my LAST sports day was fun.

yesterday marks the end of my two busy weeks. back to classsesss :(

and oh, i watched a video "two girls and one cup" over at karens place. holymolymotherfuckerfuckingpieceofshitfuck.

if someone drag you to watch it, DONT. i swear to godddd.

YOU'D NEVER LOOK AT ICE CREAM THE SAME WAY AGAIN. haha

finally.

im so bored of SAYING and LISTENING to the same thing over and over again. after WEEKS of hearing the same thing, tomorow is the last day im gona hear it. YEAYYYYYYY. hopefully the last time would be the best. im so nervous for tomorow though. WISH ME LUCK for tomorow's competition. dang im so scaredddddddddddd


cheers

destiny?

the other day it thought when i wake up on sunday, i could get over it. but todayyyyyyyyy dont know why my heads been thinking of just THAT. oh goshhhhhhhhh.
at least i got few more days to see if its real though. and i cant wait any longer! agagagaga.
we shall see what happens, next.
i dont remember how it looks like, i can remember the feeling. omg omg omg. fuck la
im too young anyway to know wether its real or not i the first place.


as for what happens today.
im not in lompat tinggi anymoreeeeeee cause it clashes with my forum.
talking bout forum. LOL.
had my first performance today, (was nervous like babi okay). i tried calming maself down and trying to read my script before i perform and thennnnnnnnn

my script fell and landed at the first floor's roof

(i was at the second floor)

WTF.

its still there now,no way in the world someone could climb up there and take it. impossible...so you've guess it. i screwed up my very first performance. i havent bloody hafal my script! thank god it wasnt in front of some professionals or smthn. hahaha
i hope the same thing doesnt happen again tomorrow, and the next day and the big day itself!
wish me luck eyy? :)

evian at tao.

just wanted to upload the pictures i took two days ago.
esme took almost all of the vain pictures.
i miss car riding with deb.

debra! :D

april.

april

its gona be a very hectic and busy april. wait, it already is.

this week alone im never in class. well maybe im only in class for 2 periods this whole week out of......(9period a day)x(4days). do the math for me please?

exams. forums. camps. australian thingy. sports day. lompat tinggi.
malas la.
at least i got some pictures of the camp. enjoy :)

leaving on a jet plane.

oh finally

vacation :)

feelings.

oh i am so tired

sleepy!

suppose to pack but.............

nantilah.

i had a dream about sabri the other day so im

kinda excited to see him(that if i do get to see him)

*crossing fingers*

results are out

boooooooooooooo

it was

really boo-ish.

f-er.

oh i learnt something this week.

never ever ever

mess with a girl thats having her period.

LOL

i miss aone freaking badly la?

how??

:(

addicted.

so ive just finished season one of gossip girl.

and now im just dying to know what happens next.

i do have the gg books, but.....not so much of a reader.

why cant the second season be released sooner than april?

you know you love me


xoxo mya

no more crying.

so, i am finally ready to let it go.

ring the alarm.

javier bardem

hottie alert!

im like so in love with him suddenly.

*drools*

he totally deserves that oscar. lol

the hottie wears prada :)

i never knew jen can look this gorgeous. like seriously.

super super love this oscar de la renta.

dont you?

marchh.

oh i am excited for march. no idea why though.
sooooooo let me think of march agendas.
exams (well im not excited for that tho)
holidays!
and plus a week me skipping school :D
what else?
my sis is coming back.
family vacation.
errrr
ohoh i know. seventeen!!!!!! haha


cheers pablos.

love is in the air.

its valentines day!

love is definately in the air.

unfortunately i cant celebrate this year.

well id rather stay at home and talk to him on the phone than spend a valentines day with someone else.

i love you a milllion red roses.

:)

i had a cookie delievered for me from a guy, the name is khairul smth, which im not sure who. well whoever you are, thanks for the cookie! it was kinda cute la, because theres a note inside the cookie. hehe thank god i didnt eat the note. love ittttt

ween made cupcakes for all us but like, we ate it all before i could take a picture. so are the cookies. wawa's brownies was yum too. abit salty though. haha.

love.

crank that.

i can dance the soulja boy dance.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

sonia is here with me, told her to learn it with me......but............ "ngantok!"-thats ALL she can say. i hear it over and over again. ewww. lol.



thats NOT the point. i can dance ha ha ha ha ha ha.

okay thats super lame

get me through this. again.

hes superb. hes always there when i needed someone to talk to, when i needed some advise, when im stressed.
some fucked up reason something happened and in some reason i told him didnt fell the same way, our relationship became....awkward. and like...... he would actually accuse me that i didnt feel the same way because he aint good looking. like hello? what kinda reason is that?! blablabla. long story short. we arent friends anymore, just because he said he cant go on.

well, my instinct says, something similar is going to happen again. but hey, its not like this is the first or second time im going through this. whatever happens, happens.
i still love him truly deeply though, as a friend of course. what a shame.

ohlalalala

its been awhile since i last wrote my post.
my past week had been G R E A T.

it all started with of course, AONE calling me at around....12.40am in the middle of my awesome rest. he called and said that hes outside my house. i was like......i didnt believe it at first. took me awhile. hahaha. then i went down to see him. what a suprise. godddddddddd.

it was so great to seeeeeeeeeeeeeee him! i was really really really happy :D

he didnt come empty handed of course. i got my reese's peanut butter cups that i have been longing for so longggg. yumy yumy yumyum.

throughout this week ive been to the spring for like............gazillion times. lol

im kinda bored of it though.

my brother, keri is back for the holidays too. woweeee.

i cut my hair. wowee(its not short haha)

schools out for the whole week. AWESOME

i kinda miss my cousin don. omg. lol

what else ive been doing this week? hmmmm, im always out with aone. but i aint complaining. im happyhappy when im with him. i love you syggggg! i went to mcd to have my breakfast(because he promised he would take me for so long dah), i got there at 11.05. it was too late. went home and i cried. gile bodohhhh. hahahahaha

i got my donuts from zeb! and yes people, its JCO DONUTS. as i thought finally i can taste jco, i got the donuts like...5 days later! it was hard. you can seriously kill someone with it. LOL. it has like the "toktok" sound when u hit it to the table. hahahahaha. but im glad i got it though. so thoughtful. thanks zeb. :)

i can hear fireworks every nightttt! wellwellwell, what do you expect? chinese new year is just around the corner. i am excited. gamblegamble ;) not to make this post a total bore. ill just upload random pics and some nonrandom pics. happy new year! chinese ny of course.