destiny?

the other day it thought when i wake up on sunday, i could get over it. but todayyyyyyyyy dont know why my heads been thinking of just THAT. oh goshhhhhhhhh.
at least i got few more days to see if its real though. and i cant wait any longer! agagagaga.
we shall see what happens, next.
i dont remember how it looks like, i can remember the feeling. omg omg omg. fuck la
im too young anyway to know wether its real or not i the first place.


as for what happens today.
im not in lompat tinggi anymoreeeeeee cause it clashes with my forum.
talking bout forum. LOL.
had my first performance today, (was nervous like babi okay). i tried calming maself down and trying to read my script before i perform and thennnnnnnnn

my script fell and landed at the first floor's roof

(i was at the second floor)

WTF.

its still there now,no way in the world someone could climb up there and take it. impossible...so you've guess it. i screwed up my very first performance. i havent bloody hafal my script! thank god it wasnt in front of some professionals or smthn. hahaha
i hope the same thing doesnt happen again tomorrow, and the next day and the big day itself!
wish me luck eyy? :)