woah. it has been.....really long. too long. but hey, im all up to be active in my blog again! weeee. not today though. im still, well, pretty busy. im home for the weekend, more like every weekend. haha. soooooooooooo next its either gonna be a new look on my blog OR a new url. somehow i feel like im a total different person, i grew up a little bit. well just a tiny bit :p got out from a long relationship, mid terms, quizzes, money, stress and dramas! too many drama it is I N S A N E. sooooooo i will think about it and let you know. :)
is there actually anyone still out there? haha. where the crickets at? Xx mya.
I just realised in my blog I haven't mention anything about me going to pahang to study. well its been a week already since I'm here.
omg! I gota tell you how is this place. It's like really small, like really small. the town is just like a few shop lots.........even Taman Tun is bigger I swear. when I registered last Saturday I kinda asked my dad to bring me around to check out the place, I was like woah :O
but then yesterday after we "graduated" from a week of painful bloody orientation, me and my friend kinda explored the place. the place boleh tahan la. survivalable(ahh??). haha teh ais is only 50cents! LOL
and I have a really great roomate, MYRA! :) she's from terengganu+KL. haha, long story. she's crazy but I HEART YOU. that is her in the picture above. as for the school,
I can see the library from my apartment, its quite nice. the place is nice, PEACEFUL definately. I don't know what else to say. I am drenched. going kuantan today! cheers guys!
why can't the one you love be as passionate as you are why can't you be as passionate as the one that is passionate about you because you can't lie to yourself can you?
hey hey im home-for good! well i should have updated earlier-but ive been sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeping since monday. seriously, i wake up, eat then go back to sleep. damn. so anyways, i can't believe im done with national service. im proud of myself i must say, because half way through it i was determined to go home many times, almost did. but menembak punya pasal i stayed on and thank god i did. bcs many good things happened after that. :) sidetrack: im gonna start blabbing all about ns so you can leave now if you dont wana hear.
oh my god, saying goodbye was the worst thing about national service. i dont think i ever cried so bad. oh my god.........what do you expect la kan. you spent three months together. before you sleep and the moment you wake up you see the same person.
you went through all the ups and downs together. when im sleepy they're always there to let me sleep on their legs. when i cry they're there to cheer me up. when i can't sleep they're there to keep me company. when im out of maggi they're there to give me one :p when they're busy im there to iron their shirts for them. when im sick they're there to teman me to rsat. when im cold they're there to lend me their sweater. awwwwwwwwwwwwww oh! i think im gonna cry again :(
all i want to say is if you are chosen for this, go for it. rugi tak pegi. it is such a great awesome experience. i don't get why many people complain so much about it. go for it and experience it for yourself. try not to go back early seriously you'll regret it! oh one thing you need to know, ns doesn't do any justice for your skin! mine was terible in the middle, like super super bad. and you'll gain weight! what do you expect? 6 meals a day-and that's not included the chocolate and maggi sessions before bed time. haha. i gained one kg! i have a friend that gained 6kgs. some 4kgs. crazy ain't it. ns is BAD. haha. i need to go on a diet now. and it's bad for your lovelife too! trust me, every weekend when we get our phones, all you hear is people screaming on the phone with their partner. lol. quite funny :p
kau ingat aku jealous kau dengan perempuan tu? kau ingat aku tak boleh buat bende yang sama dengan budak laki kat sini?? sayang kenape syg tak layan i? tak sayang i dah ke? pahal ktk cm ya? kau ni bodoh bah. bla bla bla. haha
they say ns is a good place to find your soulmate. some came in with one boyfriend and came out with two boyfriends. some came in with no boyfriend and went out with one. you'd never know, you might just find your true love :)
there were asking who wants to donate blood, so i volunteered. yeah i was scared at first but turns out it didn't hurt at all! at first i was hesitating to donate, because they say later on you will become weak and fat :S haha. but then i went on anyway. what a fun experience. but after donating when i stand up i was like " i see stars" haha it was like all white, so the nurse told me to rest first. so yeah. tipulah they say you become weak and eat alot, biase je. haha.
so there are 44 of us that participated. there was this programme called the malam penghayatan patriotik khidmat negara. the show was live on tv1, hosted by diana danielle and alif, and all 9 camps in selangor participated. the 44 of us are always together bcs of all the practice and all, and we became really close i must say. we're like a family. :) there was so much drama in between but we manage to pull off a great show in the end! and once we had rehersals at kem princess haliza, which happened to be on the same day as our wirajaya activity(where we go in to the jungle and find food build this and that and shiz) so we manage to skip it! haha. i was like thank god :p our performance was 'kami anak malaysia' in the performance there are like indian/malay/chinese/sabah/sarawak/punjabi dance and also kawad. no idea why but my saree took hours to put on-every single time.
oh my god i swear i was most excited for this. so anyways, our shooting place or they call it "medan tempur" is at the sungai besi perdana kem or something. when we got there, the 44 of us(the others learnt their theory already) was learning the theory and stuff, and half way was this bangbangbang sound, like those you hear in war movies. i swear i was SCARED. it sounded so real-wait, it was real. so anywayss, the army guy was teaching how to handle the gun and stuff so then it was my turn to try and reherse. i was standing and the army guy took a stick and shouted
"aku cukup pantang orang yang tak ikat tali kasut ketat ketat!!"
i was like :O so then he got down and tied both my laces together. i just stood there. then he screamed again
"kau nak buat ape sekarang??? bukak la. kalau tak hang nak baring mcm mana?"
i was damn scared okay i seriously just stood there, thank god there was another army who was nice enough and untied my laces for me. phew! they're brutal i tell you. one of them gave one of my girl friend pumping and he kicked her hand half way! damn.and when the theory class was over and done with everyone grabbed the gun and started posing and being all sakai with it. haha detail 27 sasaran 10. so during the real shooting time, i gotta admit i was having chills. i got down on the ground and held the gun. oh my god at the time i was nervous. in my head i was like
i can't do this i can't do this i can't do this
when i was about to fire BANG the girl next to me fired her shot. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn it was so LOUD. seriously loud. i jumped, i almost cried. at the time i wanted to leave. because god knows why, suddenly in my head popped images of palestine. and coincidencely few weeks before ustadz was showing us images of war. like as if i was imagining myself in the middle of war zone. again,
i can't do this
i tak sanggup. i was like, so this is how it feels to kill people. i seriously almost quit. but then i was like.....noooooo....this is once in a lifetime chance. so i just gave it a shot. and hell, my first shot i shoot the longkang! hahahahaha after the first first shot, i recovered. after the twentieth shot, i became emo. the whole day i was thinking of war. damnnnn. people all around the world should stop violence! make love not war! damn those jews. poor thing :(
hey! im home. yeah, thats my class uniform. its blue. anyways, yesterday was the 31st, so im like baskin robins!! wanted to call my mum to ask her to buy a pint for me but then i thought, kesian lah. nevermind. but then when i came home my mum did bought for me, i didn't even called her. she knows! :) :) :)so anyways, ill be home for the next three days. so hows ns so far? its good. very very very VERY hot. its too hot that now if im sweating like shit im like, immune to it or something. ohhhh, you know the blue army-like uniform? the national service uniform, it is called baju celoreng. omfg, i love it. hahahaha. call me crazy but i super love it. love the boots. love the belt, i use it at my waist, waist belt la konon kan. haha but its like, takes hours to wear it. siap ade garter lagi. i wanna bring it home later on, but no. thats the only uniform that you can't bring home. gah.as for the people, the girls are nice, generally. no drama between any of the girls, YET. well its only been two weeks. as for the boys, ehemmmmmmmmmmmmm some of them are actually nice. and yes, i pakai tudung. haha. no complains actually, im getting the hang of it. ain't that bad. pakai tudung or not, still panas. what else? im like blabbing blabbing. ohhh. digi no coverage there. so much for i will follow you la kan. so im using my hotlink number at the same time. if i were to talk on the phone with my digi number i have to like sit in the middle of no where tepi longkang, there's the only place with good digi coverage, itupun two bars je. but if you walk around the kem you will see people at the most random places, you'll be like...ahhhh there got coverage. i find it funny. tengah tengah panas pun sanggup. haha national service is green friendly, me likey! we participated for the 60 earth hour thingy. quite scary though, the kem was like, dark. haha. oh, i did the bleep test thingy. my fitness is at level 5.3. im fit im fit! hahaha. just had to say it. soo anyways, im out for now, talk to you all very soon! :)
hey guys! I have finally moved in. I wanted to update my blog earlier but there is no internet connection here. then somehow my neighbour has wireless without password so I kinda ehem, curi. haha. by the time I discovered it, it was already like 10pm and I haven't pack yet. so I didn't exactly have time to really 'story' how these last few days went. this was a crazy week indeed. I'll try in the morning. I'm trying to upload photos in facebook now, before i leave to give my khidmat to the country tomorrow. mm hmm. I can't believe it is tomorrow. a part of me is excited, a part of me is like...oh shit. I mean I am all up to get down and dirty but no hot showers? :O haha, okay I am not gonna be a bitch about it and just live with it :) went to get the stuffs that i need today at alamanda. the mall ain't that bad for an everyday mall. there is always pavilion-it is only like, 30 minutes away. so anyhoos, I don't know what am I getting myself into. I'm super excited for the m16 though! I heart guns :D
so all you guys take care and I will update as soon as I can! lots of love, mya :)
in 6 days I'll be in national service. boo, hoo. so initially I got the betong camp which is like 4/5 hours drive from kuching.my dad wants me to change my camp, so then I got two different camps in selangor. both letters did arrive at my home.I got beranang and the other is kuala kubu or something like that.I don't know which to go. I will decide when I see the other participants at the meeting point (both is the same). I will choose the one that have more civilised-looking people. I'm so nervous. No idea how is it going to be like. Its just like the first day of school :Sbenci. I've been thinking, if the other participants ask me where am I from what should I say?
I was born in kelantan.
(I know what you're thinking) lived 10 years in kl, kindy and spent first four years of school in subang. 8 years in kuching. sat for my upsr/pmr/spm in kuching. starting tuesday i'll be living in kl again.
HELP. I am a confused kid. seriously.
I haven't started packing yet. omg. I'm leaving in like, 4 days. and the whole house is going with me.I hate the moving process, I've been through it twice-not fun.so the packing people came to the house just now to see like how many people they need, boxes and bla3. they're coming tomorrow to start packing. I think I talk too much.
12 march 2009 the night before I slept like at about 2am? I was planing to go school at 11am although we were suppose to take the spm results at 10am, just to avoid many people and also like its rehat time. so many many many students around, tak nak lah. then on the morning itself, my mum called and she's like "I know your results. you better go to school early" so anyhooooooo, drove myself to school, get my results and when I saw it I ______ (fill in the blanks). I shall not mention it-malu okay. haha. my results is okaylah. no no, it was great. awesome. I didn't expect it to be like that-at all. its very alang alang.
I hate you, english for science and technology.
geram geram. but i'm not complaining at all, i'm very very very grateful. Alhamdulillah :) so whats next? I don't know. together with this i'll attched some random pictures.
little miss kristen had to fullfil her promise for getting an A for biology. :D
akon i love. omg, i can't get enough of this album. love love love.
every song is nice(well, at least to me). I was over at ikea today and they were playing his album, I was like hell yeah. haha, don't mind me. go check it out! I was listening to katy perry's album on the plane but it was yawn yawn yawn. I was just listening to like 3 songs then I decide to listen to lady gaga's the fame. yawn yawn yawn also. haha. I'll listen to both albums again lah. maybe I was just distracted. don't know. don't care.
oh im so gald its march! I have been waiting for it to come for soooo long. :D flying back home tomorrow. cheers
i was happily walking in spring to go to the parking to get my phone in the car and BAM i ran into one of my ex-schoolmates. Her:(wave) Me:eyh hi!!! how are you? Her:good. you? Me:good good. you already start studying? Her:yeah. you leh? Me:okay, cool. me? nah, waiting for results. Her:so now do what la? Me:nothinggggggggggggggg at all! Her:so you havent plan anything at all? i mean to study and all? you're not planning to go study is it? (gave the omg-you're-so-stupid-dont think-about-future shocked look) Me: (gave the what-the-hell+confused look) of course la im going. i just want to get my NS over with first. then, i go study. i already plan la. my mum said i can skip if i want to, start college but i dont think i want to skip NS. Her:(bitchy look) (then smiled) you know i got chosen too right? Me:Oh really? which batch? didnt know. Her: first, thats why i started college. Me:so, you started college just to skip NS la? Her:(laughs) yeah (laughed again) Me:hmm. i got to go. bye!
why should we hire you? what are your best qualities? what have you accomplished in life? how is your relation with people? have ever done any charity work? bla bla bla.
i wonder what he was writting on the paper sheet. damn. the guy was realllllly nice(thank god). like, he joked around and stuff-i didnt feel nervous at all. sooooooooooo yeah. as much as i wish to work there but i dont think i'll be able to :(since like, i wont be available anymore. oo wells. had fun today though with kristen and morgan. cheers mofos.
T I A is it me or is it really that tia from canada's next top model looks like hilary swank+anne hathaway? i think she has hilary's mouth and chin and anne's eyes. call me crazy.
